some things are easier said than done.
some things are better left alone.
some things are just what destiny intended for us.

some times i really talk rubbish.

i don't believe in destiny. i don't believe in letting someone dictate the way i live my life. everyone makes their own choices. and i really don't know what to think anymore.

at the end of the day, i should be asking myself this: is it worth it?

if i say yes without thinking, then i'm either stupid or have gone insane.
if i say no without thinking, then i'm wasting my time.
if i say nothing and think, then i'll be confusing myself even more.

that's why i'm doing nothing. that's why i'm trying not to think. that's why i didn't even ask the question.

-no more deep thinking. just posting my day now-
Quek didn't come to school today and Li Hui had to leave before our pw period. so that left me and the 2 guys. so i decided to try to finish the 3rd proposal before Li Hui left. unfortunately, things didn't go as smoothly as i wanted it to. sometimes pw just irritates me, but that doesn't mean i'm pissed off or really really (to the power of infinity) hyped up. i hate it when people tell me to relax and chill. even the words calm down get me more irritated and more likely to raise my voice. it's just me. but i don't like people doing that. it just screws my whole emotional state. ... because i was already irritated enough. no need to make it a bloodbath.

then i went back to SN with Wei Min. and crapped around. went a little nuts. how not to when all those cuckoos are around? Renny, Sam, Alison, Feng Ru, Clarissa... ya, i know when to let lose to have fun, it WAS fun. that's why i love going back to meet those people. they really bring a smile to my face no matter how bad i was feeling earlier. i asked them about their physics test and it was damn funny talking about it. i really thank God that i have really good friends. *smiles*

it's freaky how my mood can change so fast. but it makes life interesting.

{-Walk Away-}